i really feel sick since yesterday morning. i am not even talking that much… really far from my usual talks… loud and never ending…

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i woke up early this morning, i said myself "you have to condition yourself, you have to report well, it’s so short comparing to all of your groupmates anyway….. plus, you have to do the edsa stuff blahblah-ers"

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good morning mark!!

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when i dropped by at the guidance office, my groupmates: cheng, melanie, daisy and katrina were there…. studying their reports, doing their assignments…

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i sat down… "i’m okay with my report, i studied it enough, i’ll just review it before my turn"

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and since i was the last reporter……

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"maikli lang tong report ko"-kookoo

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the professors butted-in "that’s same as what they have said, and still they took all the time blahblahblah"

i just looked at him…

in my mind i was shouting "I MEAN IT!!! MY TOPIC WOULD ONLY TAKE  THREE MINUTES IF YOU’LL SHOUT UP YOUR MOUTH AT THIS VERY MOMENT AND STOP TAKING MY REMAINING MINUTES"

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f*ck…

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he kept on having his blahblahssss…

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"ayun……" -kookoo

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"stop saying ayun cos that is only used for physical blahblahhhhh"

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kookoo, NOT feeling well was humiliated in class…. no blush on the cheeks but heck! no one would know how red she became inside…

i wanted to turn into a tomato that moment…

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LIKE WHAT I HAVE SAID "MAIKLI LANG YUNG REPORT" AT MAIKLI LANG TALAGA!! WLANG CHUVA!!

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after my report, i sat down. people vanished, it’s lunch time… kookoo, still sitting. Jez and Karol went infront of me..

kookoo: AYAW KO NA SA KANYA, BAD SIYA…

cheng as well went near…. "okay lang yun"

kookoo: naiiyak ako…(tears fell)

kamz: totoo bang umiiyak yan?

(haha, hindi talaga alam ng classmates na umiiyak din ako, tao lang po)

kookoo still crying….

cheng: okay lang yan, sa lahat naman ganun siya…

in my head "hindi kaya!!! sa akin lang kanina ahhh huhuhuhu"

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when we were walking, i’ve realized…

grabe talaga ang iniiyak ko, laging tungkol sa acads…. bakit sa mga palpak na lablayp indi… ang weird….

until i enjoyed the feeling of crying…. masarap nga pala…

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yun nga lang, blahblahblah parin…..

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i hate you sir, bad ka…hindi na kita favorite!!! i hate you!!!!

o well… badtrip, umiyak nanaman po…. grrrrr!

haha…. o well, si pading pidoy, na nagkawasak-wasak ang puso kailan lang…. nagiging okay na daw…. ayos yan padi…

iyo man ta mayu man magagawa a kasesenti mu… padi…may nakatagong message..di mo nahanap… point for me..ü

magising ka na, ay mayu kang magigibu kun ito a gusto ku isurat…maski ngunyan na hilawun nanaman a pagtaram ku… sensya na noi….

mayu, aku palakaw na pasiring sa daan na kaulangan ku na lakawan… ika din… mayu manyayari saimu kun pimri kang matukaw at magtangis….

pareho pati kitang nagparayat after niyang linshakers na buhay pagmoomoot na yan… nakakasawa… nakakasuka na….

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inda ku bui… maogma baga aku…may nagpapaugma man, inda ku lang kung may istoya o nau-ogma lan aku…

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makwento aku next time….

sige padi….

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tamad talaga aku magparatext..aram mu man yun…suri boi…

tama na, (in english) ENOUGH

you’ve read it right, (in tagalog) NARINIG MO NA NG KANAN…este NARINIG MO NA NG TAMA…

wala ka ng rason para magpatuloy pa, (in english) YOU DO NOT HAVE THE REASON TO CONTINUE ANYMORE

it’s now the time to wake up, (in tagalog) TULOG KA BA? o, bopols mode…este ORAS NA PARA MAGISING

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makinig ka nalang sa awit….

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may iba ka ng nararamdaman diba? pwede naman yun e…

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ang ngiti mo, importante sa kanya